my creator..

ok,

the creator of my life.. my form and me being here..

i think my creator is quite stingy about my strength to survive and and will power to fight..

you see... i am not ugly, nor pretty.. not really fat but definately not skinny.. not stupid but not smart either...

due to my not this nor there... lead me into a very confused state...

i appeared to lead a very good life, with my husband having a few showrooms and a growing business.....
got to work in a VERY flashy car everyday.. and i got 2 smart kids...

what more you asking for?? you are leading a very good life.. if you compared your life to those less fortunate, you are very lucky you know...

ya, good life.. i have a "imaginary" husband who behave like cinderella, only comes home after 12 am, for 7 days per week..
2 energy draining kids who will get into a new fight every 5 mins... except for the time when both are asleep..
take mrt home everyday with a bloody heavy laptop on my shoulder and a train full of PEOPLE..
cope everything at home (cooking, housework) without any help from OTHER PPL because i scared that domestic helper might beat the pulp out of my kids and my cinderella wun even lift a finger to help...

aiya, what is so bad abt your life... nothing wrong wif it..

nothing really bad happened.. just on top of that, i got myself a world class jerk for husband... he claim and claim the hell out of himself that nothing funny going on wif him and other... as what i always said, sub standard bitches... bitches who will only cling onto him because they need a singapore PR or they need a singaporean to set up a bloody company here... or because maybe he likes to bring them to expensive and fancy restaurants or drive them ard in his flashy car..

and because of these sub standard bitches... he would rather divorce me and protect them...
he will push me to the front if there is a strange insect or something... and i am his wife.. someone who he should use his life to protect... but he din... and for some low class bitches, he would rather give up his lifetime maid(and danger shield) inorder to protect their identities..
nothing going on?? you really very sure??

this is the part when my creator will increase my limited will power wif another 20%..
giving me another 20% of strength live on and tolerate this nonsense..

and when my 20% are going to be used up... my creator will give my another 20% to fight on again...

so, wif this 20% of will power... i will have to face all the rubbish...