Monday, October 15, 2007

i am tired

first of all.....

i caught a baby lizard.... usinga plastic container.. and i think i somehow... hurt one of the "hand" in the mist of catching it...cause got no "fingers" when i caught it....... -_-"

ya, it's still in the plastic container and will throw it when i muster enough courage to face it again...


i am tired...

very very tired....

especially i see didi shivering after i maoed him today.....

i am not a good mother..

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

it just suddenly hit me...

that... i am in fact, so helpless......

when my kids climbed on the window and actually managed to pullout one part of the grilles...

i tried calling for help.... but, well.... nobody can actually helped me... either some are too far from me to help.... while the others just couldn't be bothered....

it suddenly just hit on me that.... what the hell is going on?? why on earth am i with 2 super hyper kids and doing TONs of things while he get to enjoy somewhere else on pretext that he is "working"??? and i still have to face earthquake and fallen window grilles??

Is this what other ppl are going thru too???Is this normal????? Is this FAIR???????

CAN I HAVE A BREAK???