any idea??

hmm, something funny is happening to me...

i am having this fever at ard 3-4plus everyday for the past 1 week... while, the whole day my temperature is normal...
somebody din come and look for me for more than 2 months... AND I AM NOT PREGNANT...
i got this twisting left eyelid that had been dancing for a few days...
my throat pain and i think got ulcer there too...

i suspect...early memopausing??
and to add salt to the wound... i will be in the same league as my mother and mother in law.....

how wonderful can life get when you are approaching 30 years old???

btw, i still haven't get to watch pirates of the carribean III... no ppl wants to watch wif me..
:(

the end is near~

the end is near... or shall i put it this way, the end is here...

hmm, i will really bring alot of qns wif me after i end this.. but i dun think i am able to find the answer...

like, why did you want to get married when you are planning our divorce even when you said "i do"??

like, did i really leave alot of shit for you to clear after me??

like, you really suffered alot when you are wif me??

like, am i really your nightmare??

like, am i really your burden??

like, am i really that not important to you?

anyway.. i know i wun get any answers from you and the answers are not longer important..

ya, the finale is here.. we should give our best shot and finish this show...

and for other ppl who still concern me..

yeah~ the fever also finally decided to have a finale wif me and my temperature is rising even when i am typing this entry now....

Didi..

this is what didi learn in school and able to recite..

长颈鹿， 四条腿
肚子锇了，不会跳，
给香蕉， 它不要，
你说好笑不好笑？

this is the way that he sing birthday song to his classmate or whoever's birthday that "crossed" his path

'Happy birthday to you,
you belong to the zoo.
there are lions and tigers
and the monkey loves you..'

so, anyone needs a birthday song from him??

the value of a woman

what is the value of a woman?

is she valuable when u first know her?
fresh, new and interesting?

is she valuable when u two are an item?
caring, loving and protective?

is she valuable when u both said "i do" and vow forever to each other?
united, unconditioned love and till death do us apart?

is she valuable when she is pregnant with your child ?
responsiblity, additional beings to your life and new roles to adapt?

is she valuable when she is raising your children?
burden, avoiding and endless quarrel?

is she valuable when she sort of aware that someone new had replaced her in your heart?
Lying, accusing and she is too possessive over her husband?

is she valuable when she no longer see the future with you but she saw the end instead?
weary, lost and giving up..

maybe..

she is no longer valuable to you...

new de...

new de...

maybe be heaven's will, maybe human's arrangment.. but whatever it is, i deleted my old blog account and started this new one...

will as usual, update the blog with my encounters, my loteekiaS encounters and other ppl's encounters..

:D