feelings

i am actually very very angry just now....

but, somehow, i managed to pull myself back...

anger...

is a 2 sided blade...

i must learn how to manage my anger better.....
is not my fault when that person is stupid....
is not my fault when that person is over rating herself..
is not my fault when the person owns money and dun want to pay up

I just wants to do my job and do it properly...

not that i wants bother you...but i can function better if i clear my doubts...
and,
to prevent you from pounding on me.....

THIS IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS, YOU GOT NO RITE TO MAKE DECISIONS.

finding this phase familiar?? ya, this is always what you will throw to me....
but, funny hor.....

when other ppl give shit problems, you are willing to spend time and efforts to explain to them... and comfort them.... even when you know is because they purposely did it......

but for me... you dun even bother to answer me.... and you can give me rubbish like...
YOU ARE ONLY TO GIF ME SOLUTIONS, NO QUESTIONS...

hmm, maybe you forgot... even you the auntie whom you paid thousands of dollars per year, will call and ask questions before she is able to provide you wif the solutions...

why? i also dun understand....
is it really you treat outsiders better then your family ppl?
or i am just another unecessary ppl ard you???

i am already trying my best to help... and if doing several things at the same time is not good enough... then too bad, i really not up to the mark of your expectation.

but, i am still a very hot tempered person.... and seriously i might really slap her on her stupid face on of this day if she still try to be funny..