life...

i was down with a very bad flu last few days....
and the after effect... a dizzy spell.... so "gong" until i felt the surrounding swaying....

something happened recently makes me felt more for life...

SOOOoooooOOoooooooo Happy that we are still alive......

ya, really.. alive as.. ya, a little flu and cough here and there..... but nothing serious..

i still can spend time with my kids and see them grow... yup... compare to all the nonsense that "nobody loves me", "i dun have this and i dun have that" or "i should deserves more" ....
seeing my kids grow strong and healthy is far more important that all those boh liao things in life....

although chup loh is abit chuppy this few days... but he is taking NORMAL MEALS AT NORMAL TIME AND NORMAL SERVING, he should be packing back his bb fats in no time!

and for panda loh... i had been FORCING HIM TO GO TO BED BEFORE 8PM...so he should be the rosy, white skin doe eye lkk in no time too...


Soo....

in the year of 2008.. i will still put more oils for the sake of my sons.. and lose fat for the sake of beauty... :D